Huh. Thanksgiving really never turns out how I hope it to be. Maybe my expectations are just too high.
I mean, I really wanted my whole family to be here. I mean cousins, aunts and uncles, the whole shebang. But that didn't happen. And more than anything, I wanted my boyfriend to be here.
I mean I know that he has to be with his family, and that's fine. But holidays are so freaking important to me. And I've had 10 months with this boy. I want so badly to share this with him.
But alas, instead of making this holiday great, I went and likely ruined it because I'm so freaking selfish. I feel terrible. Hardly any of my family is coming, I pissed Zach off, and I acted like a total brat. Great. This is just great. Maybe my dad was right about me. But that's another story for a different time. Well anyway. I'm sorry if you are one of the people I made this holdiay worse for. I truly am. Happy Thanksgiving. Hope its great for all of you.
sam what in the world? this makes me sad. people have bad days...don't be too hard on yourself!
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keep your head up girl. things will work out for the best. at least you love your family. i hate my dads side of the family. and that's who i have to endure for Thanksgiving. barf. oh and we're having an early Christmas with them at our house. double barf.
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don't be sad sam! thanksgiving is just a good excuse to pig out. and besides, we all love you anyways!!!
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