I'ma get right to the point here, kids. I can't continue in my ways in my life. I have to make changes. I'm so sick of saying that, too. Mainly because I say it over and over and nothing happens. But I suppose that you just get to a point when change can't be avoided anymore, whether you like it or not. I'm to that point.
I want to want God. Not just want him, really. I want to desire Him above ALL else. This is the first major change I need to make.
I believe that with this all other changes will come. I will be healthier spiritually and therefore mentally and physically, too. I'm ready to do this. I can't ignore this small fire that is trying to turn into a blaze inside of me.
It's time.
