Monday, September 27, 2010

Bicycle.

So I was riding my bike this morning.

Hmm. That sounds like the opening line of a joke.

But really. I was riding my bike this morning, on the way back from Math class. It's in EE. As far away from Shreve as you can get, I swear.

Anyway, I got on my bike, and something pretty cool happened. It just felt like the second I pushed the pedal down, I was flying. It was like I was moving through all these people, weaving in and out of them and the wind was crazy and it felt just so good.

But I don’t have a very nice bike.

In fact, it creaks and squeaks and squeals and makes just about any other noise you can think of.

A bus also nearly hits me every morning. It literally comes within two feet of me.

Oh, and there’s always those few people who are walking and they are listening to their ipod and texting and then they look up just in time to see me flying toward them, squeezing my breaks as hard as I can without flipping my bike. That’s when they step out of the way. A near heart attack every time.

Even though I experience these things every day, it doesn’t take away the love I have for my bike. It doesn’t take away the wind in my hair, the relief from the heat when it’s 90 degrees out, my amazement that someone as unbalanced as me can become balanced on two wheels, or the little chuckle and look that another biker and I share when we nearly collide.

All in all, I love my turquoise bike. It fits my personality well. And I’m glad I finally have somewhere besides my driveway to ride it.

Monday, September 13, 2010

What Do I Know of Holy?

I made You promises a thousand times
I tried to hear from Heaven
But I talked the whole time
I think I made You too small
I never feared You at all No
If You touched my face would I know You?
Looked into my eyes could I behold You?

What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?

I guess I thought that I had figured You out
I knew all the stories and I learned to talk about
How You were mighty to save
Those were only empty words on a page
Then I caught a glimpse of who You might be
The slightest hint of You brought me down to my knees

What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?

What do I know of Holy?
What do I know of wounds that will heal my shame?
And a God who gave life "its" name?
What do I know of Holy?
Of the One who the angels praise?
All creation knows Your name
On earth and heaven above
What do I know of this love?

What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?

What do I know of Holy?

"What do I know of Holy?" Addison Road

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Sunshine and Fountains


Gosh. Two of my friends are just so right.

They both were talking about the same things this week--relaxing, taking life in, enjoying what's around you.

Life is hard. I mean, there are just so many changes happening all the time. Here I am, in college, and what have I done? I've stressed about new things happening, getting assignments done, managing my time...but have I actually enjoyed myself?

But back to my friends. Both are such amazing writers (you know who you are :) ) and they just make me realize that while studying and being prepared are important, this is going to go by so fast. Its going to be over in four short years. And also, there are so many things I'm missing. Just simple truths God is putting out there for us to enjoy: a sunny, but breezy day; the crisp air that is a sure sign of fall coming; friends laughing around me, showing me what life is about in their own individual ways. All of these things are things I should be paying close attention to, and not only that, but rejoicing in them and enjoying them.

I laid in the sun today by the fountain, talking to the man I love. It was just glorious.

So thank you girls. Thank you for being my friends and bringing me back to what's important.