Blah.

I wish that life could be as simple as it used to be. I didn't have a care in the world. Life was so easy--so carefree. But now there's my future to think about. And finances. And college. And scholarships. And, and, and. It just seems to go on and on.

Oh, and I'm seriously considering the fact that there might be something wrong with my mental state. I mean I am feeling anxious all the time for no reason at all. Its so dumb. I mean one minute I'm fine and the next I just feel terrible. And I can't take control of it. I've prayed about it and sometimes that helps, but it just feels like its not going away. I feel like so often I'm just on the verge of tears. And that's not me. I'm not a crier. Never have been. But now? I'm not so sure.

I'm just sick of feeling this way.