Thanksgiving

Huh. Thanksgiving really never turns out how I hope it to be. Maybe my expectations are just too high.

I mean, I really wanted my whole family to be here. I mean cousins, aunts and uncles, the whole shebang. But that didn't happen. And more than anything, I wanted my boyfriend to be here.
I mean I know that he has to be with his family, and that's fine. But holidays are so freaking important to me. And I've had 10 months with this boy. I want so badly to share this with him.
But alas, instead of making this holiday great, I went and likely ruined it because I'm so freaking selfish. I feel terrible. Hardly any of my family is coming, I pissed Zach off, and I acted like a total brat. Great. This is just great. Maybe my dad was right about me. But that's another story for a different time. Well anyway. I'm sorry if you are one of the people I made this holdiay worse for. I truly am. Happy Thanksgiving. Hope its great for all of you.

a dedication to two people who mean the world to me.

Kaitlyn Renee Beer
You are probably the funniest person I've ever met. Your mind is amazing. You just pull things out of nowhere that always make me laugh. I love quoting movies, TV, youtube vids, musicals, and ourselves with you. We probably have more inside jokes than anyone in this universe. I miss you like crazy. I think I go through Target withdrawl every Saturday night because I can't go with just anyone. I couldn't ask for a better person to share a brain with.
"Snicklefritz"
"Isn't it funny tables have leaves? Trees have leaves."
"Holla!"
"Shut up you Ukranian butthole!"
"So you get out the midol..."
"In what God-forsaken world is that purple?!?"
"DO YOU SMELL BACON?!?"
"Why don't you just tell me the name of the movie you selected?"
only a few of the amazing quotes.